busy busy me.

i realise that i end school after 440pm everyday.that's so.no life.rarrr.i study in school.talk to people.go home.slack around.try to study again.on wednesdays and friday i SAIL!yup.that's the highlight of my week.hehhh.

but then again.sailing has given me 2 bruises already.lol.like one at my arm and the other at my calf.the bruises are REALLY REALLY UGLY.lol.im serious.it basically disfigures me more than i already am.lol.depressing.talk about life being unfair.ha!

so anyway.recently,ive got this friend who says that i look quite buff,independent and tomboyish.hmmm.i could probably agree that im buff,but id never agree to being tomboyish and totally independent.please tell me what you people think please.im confused.

today my friend told me that i can be quite girly,of which i think is a wrong word choice,and later added on that i'll make a presentable (good) girlfriend.my friend thinks so cos im easy to talk to and not clingy.therefore,i can be brought home.afterwards,i told my friend that i could probably put myself up for 'rent' in case any of my male friends out there are being forced to go for matchmaking sessions.lol.yup. (: arent i such a darling.lol.

so i guess my week had been fruitful and im beginning to agree that moving on is the best way to go.to wait without promise for 23 months is painful and i dont intend to get hurt.again that is.so i guess if i havent found THE ONE by then,you could come approach me again if you want to.afterall,im still UP FOR GRABS. (: takkaire y'all!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

the not very intelligent me.

homework is piling.piling.piling.booo.ive got 2 commentaries for EL lit and lotsa econs worksheets.seriously i have no idea how much to write for my commentaries so i just write and write.now i realise ive got a time limit of 2 hours so i guess i better start making my writing more concise.yup. (:

i feel stupid.you guys might say no.but.ok.im probably not stupid academically.

however,that doesnt make me not stupid.i suck at liking people.i think im kinda stupid when it comes to choosing a boyfriend or something.i like to choose unattainable people.those that are extremely smart and you know that someday both of you will end up breaking up cos he has school stuff to attend to.good results to get.extremely prestigious scholarships to get.yup.so since im so stupid and lousy at choosing,next time if you realise you sorta like me,please think about your timetable,your schedule,your commitments,your residual time and the time you'll have for me. (: do be cautioned that i do require a lot of your time.lol.

ahhh.stupid me. (x

it's time to get over it cos it's never gonna conclude.i dont think i'll ever get an answer cos you never talk to me.it's just as well.makes it easier for me.hehhh.think i should try to control myself from smsing you at random times and then talk about random things that have happened in school.sorry.

i guess that's all from me today.have fun y'all.takkaire alright!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

lessons

i love school.like seriously.i love my class too.im like so super glad im there.ohh wells.my classmates are really nice people. (: tell me you're jealous cos you dont have.lol.

actually i dont know why im blogging.hmmm.probably dont like leaving too big a gap.lol.how retarded.well.i am retarded i suppose.no matter how hard i try to deny this fact,brandon just had to assure me of my retarded-ness.booo.i wish i were a normal teenager that did things people expected of them.sometimes,being unique or special ain't that good.you can get attention and all.but what happens when this attention disappears?i dont like feeling alone.i dont like feeling that people dont like me anymore.it's not very nice.

do you still love me? (:

so anyway.im in a mobile class and i run everywhere for my various lessons.it's kind of fun to a certain extent,but when i get tired and all or i finish my break late,i'll have to drag myself around or buzz around like a bumble bee.wheee.lol.ohh wells.actually i'd rather be in a mobile class than in an intact class.dont think id really be satisfied with meeting the same people everyday.i like mooooving.yup yup.ohhh.and i prefer lessons in the class so much more than lectures.i havent been falling asleep in class at all alright!hehhh.ive been paying a lot of attention. (: probably cos out of my 6 subjects,there are 3 of which i hadnt come into contact with in Sec 3 and 4. 2 of which i take at HL.lol.tell me im crazy.well you cant really blame me i guess cos i only decided on my career path late last year.im gonna be a news anchor!!yup.sounds exciting right!i intend to pursue a double degree in law and journalism.ambitious me. (: well at least i know im not the only ambitious one around in Singapore.there are many many many others out there.

ooo.i just remembered something.IVE COMPLETED MY POEM COMMENTARY ALREADY!wheeee.it's 4 and 1/3 sides long.lol.not sure if it's long enough,but since the length assigned was optional,i guess it doesnt really matter.anyways.that's not the point.the point is that ive completed it already!yup.tomorrow im gonna do my chinese creative writing and try to finish up as much of the novel as possible.rarrr.im so lazy.

actually.ive been quite bitchy in school too.not towards a girl.but rather,a guy.dont think he knows i hate him.but i really really do.im very very very sure all or most of my friends know who this person is.lol.this guy's super gay.he's been such a loser.seriously.he doesnt even realise that people dont like him.as far as i know,so far,there've already been 2 groups of guys that want to whack him upside down.lol.i know im not supposed to be laughing,but hey.i hate him remember?anyway.what i really hate about him is the way he actually tries to fit in.he tries to fit in by slamming his teachers in his alma mater and the jc section of his alma mater.furthermore,after slamming,he'll then try to praise our school.disgusting behaviour.i seriously dont like him at all.he's such an ass-kisser.rarrr.

well.i guess that has been my week.i hope i havent offended anyone who might,by sheer luck,be the best friend of this guy i so dislike. (: takkaire and have fun this coming week aights!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou.

loving it.

i love school.wheee.school is good.lol.i like my class.they're a whole bunch of nice people alright.the girls work so hard they motivate me to be a lil' more mugger-ish.yup.they like doing work that doesnt belong to them-just for fun. (:

ohhh.im class treasurer.so GIVE ME YOUR MONEY!hehhh.it's only $1 alright.not very much.

ive made a whole lot of new friends as well.lol.yup.it's super fun.there's this one guy in my class that's super funny.hmmm.very nice person i suppose. (: his name is ivan, pronounced Evan.yup.lol.dont ask me why.dont ask him too.cos we both dont know.hehhh.so anyway.yesterday he was sitting on the left side of the class, towards the back.but he suddenly moved to the seat right in front of me today.cos apparent he said that i was attractive.then we both started laughing.i think it's retarded.hehhh.and somehow he likes telling me that he'll stare at me and then he'll stare.yup.he's funny.

i love school.somehow.i like saying hi to people along the corridor.you guys remember to say hi to me too alright. (:

takkaire!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

i guess theyre right to say, "Date within your school."

bridging courses.

i'd like to start by quoting someone from my OG,by the name of Kenneth.his msn nick was 'Building bridges in LT1'.this of which meant to be a lame joke referred to our bridging courses in LT1,initially.but look at it from another light.'Building Bridges in LT1' can be likened to that of 'Building Skyscrapers in the Sky'.the entire week we were stuck in the LTs attending lectures.many a time,the information being conveyed to us was so abstract,as though it were an entirely different entity from the rest of the content in the slides,that we found it hard to understand.as a result of such,you would be able to find more than half the level either hiding outside the LTs,falling asleep,daydreaming and chatting.

im very sure none of you are actually shocked to be reading this from my blog because it IS a common sight in every institution,every school,alike.i, of course fought to keep my eyes wide open.not alone.but with the help of a few weapons.that of which are my RICOLA PEARLS.yup.my friends and i finished a box of strawberry flavoured ones and we are now halfway through my elderflowers flavoured ones. (:

of course.not everyday was boring.i, for one, enjoyed thursday thoroughly.even though we had to end by 440pm,the day did not seem long at all.i dont know why.but i just seemed that way.i probably stopped feeling the fatigue at our first break when jamie and i went to the SAC with jim,danny and of course,our extremely lovely friend,MUTTON!yup.jim was talking a whole lot of nonsense while danny was busy bullying mutton.after a while,i joined in the fun and started bullying mutton as well.i, however, wasnt as mean at danny.hehhh.but hey.we all think mutton's a really nice guy alright and we really treasure him like any one of the girls who are considered a commodity,an endangered species,in my particular instituition.when jamie and i decided to go back to the LT,we grabbed our cheques and paid for our GDCs.while jamie bought the silver edition,i only bought the plus one.but heyy.i dont need that much memory space and i dont take extreme joy in playing with interchangable covers alright. (: hehhh.so yup,i opened up my GDC,started meddling around with it and explored its functions.then we had math.we were taught how to use the GDCs effectively and it was a lot of fun.ben informed me that unlike the "O" level calculator,the GDC had every single one of the 26 alphabets.lol.so yes.we can spell on our calculators!woohoo.

after math,we had english.i enjoyed this lesson a lot too.i wanna get that teacher to be my HL english A1 teacher.wheee.hehhh.but yup.this was very interesting.i think he's lik super cool alright.

then we took a break for LUNCH.i was sitting on the side with john,gerald and ben.seriously.i laughed till i almost cried k.ben is so SUPER cute.he's like ultimate blurness.he's like mutton no. 2!lol.so once again,i got high.hehhh.when we went back to the LT,we were further entertained by j low's friends.gerald(another one) were discussing why most people dont buy lingerie from M & S's.

G:ehh.why dont women buy bras from there?
A:hmmm.i dont know.maybe cos the bras there are saggy.
G:saggy?how can a bra be saggy?isnt it meant to help push IT up?
A:precisely my point.because it doesnt serve its purpose as a bra to push IT up,people dont buy them!
*laughter*
G:but how come it can be saggy?arent all bras the same?
A:cos they didnt put in the padding?havent you heard of those skimpy bras which even expose your nipple?
*laughter*
-decided that it was a very wrong topic to further converse on and thus ended this conversation-

after english was chinese.let me tell you.chinese has offcially become my favourite subject alright.for the first time in my life,i actually got full marks for a chinese comprehension paper.lol.yup.it was like.whoa.FULL MARKS!! (: i want my 7 for chinese.oral examination sounded really exciting too.so im definitely looking forward to doing well in CHINESE B!wheee. (: in the end,the girls were released early cos some brave girl went up to the mic and demonstrated her oral presentation in front of all of us.yay!!i love being considered precious and endangered.the very thought of it just make me happy.somehow.

after that i went down to Bibi and Baba at Shaw Centre to get my school sweater.i love it.hehhh.and guess who i saw there?
SUPERMAN!!

today,school ended at 1240pm.jim being a nice best friend,decided to stay for debate with me.after which,we headed down to bishan to buy his shoe of which he did not buy cos there was no size and it caused him to buy 2 swimming caps instead.done like a true shopping king.im so proud of you man! (: after walking around for a while,we went down to KFC for some fried chicken and that obviously satisfied my craving.and then we left.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

Orientation

so yes,the past 3 days were pretty dry even though the games were really good cos the talks were at the most undesirable slots.lol.ohh wells.thank goodness today was pure play.woohoo!!

we had the ACS-iting Race today and we were all around town.we went from the Botanic Gardens to Plaza Singapura to Scotts to The Esplanade.yup.i dont know why,but i kinda like embarrassing myself in front of the public even though they might not enjoy watching me as much.hehhh.i find it liberating,an avenue for me to let go of myself,to be unglam. (: i like~

so basically,we did stuff like being assholes and eat ice cream in front of those working out in California Fitness;go around asking for signatures;teach strangers our mass dance;take pictures with HOT people;sing a song to promote starbucks,etc.

after the race,we headed back to school for tea.while other groups had their lunch during the race itself,my group decided to forgo lunch,complete the race,and have our lunch at tea!save money on lunch.lol.i think my group is super cool. (: GROUP 18!the people in my group have hidden talents we never knew of.we have someone who recognises really abstract photos,a walking bus guide,and other people whose talents are still hidden.hehhh.

after school,we forced our way to Gerald's house.lol.he reminded him that he was really slack and that he REALLY wanted to pon training.lol.his house is like BIG.and the walls are nice.lol.his room is like the ultimate.living that is.we talked a lot of nonsense while having pizza, and at the end of it all,there were lotsa extras.though it has nothing to do with the talking. (: anyway,i dont see why getting 6 points makes you half a GEP-er.i wonder.to make matters worse,at the dinner table,to both my left and my right were GEP-ers.yup.rarrr.

anyway.ive had fun this week.i love orientation.and i know i'm gonna love my school.y'all takkaire and have fun alright!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

the START of an ALL NEW YEAR

1st January
Thanksgiving.
Praise the Lord for his grace and mercy is sufficient for me!
i sang a solo for a short stanza and i did it good.i didnt go off pitch!!wheee.i praise the Lord for preserving me. (: after that we went for break,message,sharing and then it ended.the youth went for lunch and then went for games at the old NIE.i was feeling tired from doing the welcome-to-join-us-at-youth booklet the night before so i decided to go home and sleep.ohh wells.lazy me.hehhh.

2nd January
SHOPPING!!
woohoo!i love shopping man.
i miss grace and faith!!ahhh.we all had so much fun shopping on tuesday.because i can speak chinese like i really know the language,i was the one that did the bargaining.yeah~i love me once again.hehhh.rarrr.sophie was so blur as usual.she made me laugh soooo much.andrew.was his usual self.he was just gentlemanly.somehow.but it's good man. (: beatrice,being BEATRICE,didnt shop much.yup.what can i do.sigh.PAUL TAN!!was soooooo cute.i totally love my cousin man.he's the ultimate.somehow,he just doesnt have to try and he's just adorable already even though he's kinda intimidating cos he stands at beyond 185cm.yup!grace was funny too,cos like sophie,she's like blur too.lol.then she tried to communicate with the auntie and all she could ever say was yes and no in chinese. (: faith was so cool in trying in on much stuff.she did the most shopping and the thing is,she fitted them all nicely alright.coolio! ;) at around 3,4 plus,after lunch and completing all our shopping,we wanted to go catch a nice movie.seemed like all the ones we wanted to watch had bad timings so we decided to head to Bishan to get a good movie with a good timing as well.seems like there waant any there too.

then grace suggested we go over to their house instead to watch a video instead.we all thought that it would be more fun.so we headed over and im telling i DONT regret it at all.like totally not.hehhh.we started off by watching Akeelah and the Bee.it was kinda dry.sophie fell asleep.lol.after that we started talking and playing games and all.we played like 'Around the world in 80 days' and baa baa ones and you know.the rest. (: all of us left around 6 and i bought KFC home for dinner.i love chicken.chicken loves me too.

3rd-5th January
1st day of school.
ACS(I) IB
ORIENTATION!!woohoo.for the first time in forever,i woke up at 53oam!!omg omg omg.i actually succeeded alright.i WOKE UP!yay.but i was excited anyway.so that helped.hehhh.jim's dad picked me up frm Pei Chun.and off we were.i felt overwhelmed when i stepped into school.like whoa!so many guys alright.the ratio's 1:5.yup.lucky me?i dont know.ohh wells.but hey!GO DOVER COAST!lol.i love smashing watermelons.ohh the bad part?the talks.yup!youve guessed it.lol.seriously,they just keep talking to us about lotsa stuff.guess IB's that complicated.
2nd day of school.
we got dirrrty!played with mud,fish sauce solution,chairs,water bombs and human bowling!we had more talks again!!wee.ha.we started mass dance!!it was exciting~Brian's my partner!!lol.i got all my directions wrong.rarrr.
3rd day of school.
we played a telematch today!!i love cheering on the people.i know everyone!!yay!ohh wells.think i'll just keep it brief now.shall blog more soon!!takkaire y'all. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou.